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I'm offically 17 today. :).
Wish me luck on my driver's test.
I hope everyone has an awesome day.
<33.
-Tori
"17 without a purpose or direction
We don't owe anyone a fucking explanation"
-Blink 182
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[08 Jul 2005|09:44am] |
NOTE FOR EVERYONE CONFUSED ABOUT HIS/HER SCHEDULE:
For those of you who don't understand the 11 periods that we now have with our schedules, let me explain.
They do the same thing at Shawnee and my cousin told me what it is.
Basically periods 5 through 9 are twenty minutes long. That is why certain usually one period classes are divided up into two periods. So technically your lunch is one period long. One twenty minute period. And every class that you have during that time is two twenty minute periods. Therefore the actual classes are forty minutes. So basically it's like the lunches we had before with everyone being on a different schedule during lunch except this time they're sort of more organized because they can still use bells and just turn everything during lunch time into a double period.
If that didn't make sense maybe this will
Period 1 is 40 minutes
Period 2 is 40 minutes
Period 3 is 40 minutes
Period 4 is 40 minutes
Period 5 is 20 minutes
Period 6 is 20 minutes
Period 7 is 20 minutes
Period 8 is 20 minutes
Period 9 is 20 minutes
Period 10 is 40 minutes
Period 11 is 40 minutes
And if you have a 12th period class it is 40 minutes.
I hope that helped. It's sort of chaotic and confusing and they should have just left it the way it was, but as usual our school needs to fuck things up.
Did anyone else notice that we actually aren't starting on the 12th this year like they originally said?
-Tori
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[21 Jun 2005|08:42pm] |
So right now I'm cleaning my house and my brother is going through his room throwing out all of his old stuff.. and moving on.
Finals are over tomorrow, and then summer begins.
My brother graduates on thursday. I am really really going to miss him. We might have had some rough times but he understands me and he can always make me laugh. We're a lot closer than a lot of people think. I hope that he has an amazing time at school. I'm so proud of him. I don't know if he knows that (because I'm sort of a bitch when it comes to how I'm taking higher classes than everyone else in my family) but I really am proud of him. He's become an amazing person.. a little bit of an ego, but an amazing person none the less. Michael has been one of my major influences in my life. He has taught me to keep being open-minded and to keep true to myself. He was the one who would always be honest with me. He'd always tell me what he really thought, not some bullshit version of the truth. And if he attempted to lie, I could tell. I'm going to miss him. I wish he wasn't going so far away. But he'll come up and I'll go down and see him. I think we'll still stay close. I'm probably making far too big of a deal right now, but whatever. The point is, he is an amazing guy, and I hope that he gets everything that he wants in life because I feel he deserves it. Congratulations Michael.
I wish all of the seniors best of luck.
-Tori
"And it's a
Winding road
I've been walking
For a long time
Still don't know
Where it goes
And it's a long way home
I've been searching
For a long time
I still have hope
I'm gonna find my way home."
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[16 Apr 2005|09:04am] |
"dear victoria,
you don't deserve nick. especially after you broke up with him so you could get with some ugly ass kid. stop playing games with Nick he is so much better off wihtout you. Leave him alone so he can move on with someone better than you."
God people leave such nice comments. Thank you.. like I'd actually pay attention to your advice. Stop screwing around in other people's lives about situations that you know nothing about.
You know so much about what happened that you don't even know the other guy's name.
Yeah.. I'm going to take someone's advice that I don't know the name of and break up with him. That sounds like the smartest decision in my life. People like that make me sick because they go around causing problems in relationships that they aren't even apart of. Whatever. If you want to say something about my relationship, say it to my face, or at least leave your name instead of being a pussy and posting a comment without a name. How old are we? Is this second grade? Until you tell your opinion under your name, you can go fuck yourself because I don't really care what your opinion is.
Thanks.
-Tori
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[15 Apr 2005|03:30pm] |
IMPORTANT:
If you or anyone you know is in the talent show please tell them to get in contact with Nick or me soon so that we can figure out what we're doing about lights.
Thanks.
-Tori
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[04 Apr 2005|07:08pm] |
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So my brother leaves for Florida tomorrow on the senior trip. Pointless information? Probably. But it makes me realize that I get his room in a few months when he goes to college. I need help with decorating. Any ideas for a color scheme (walls, rug, curtains, bedspread, whateverthefuck else goes along with that). Please share.
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[17 Mar 2005|04:05pm] |
I decided that the little lock on the friends only entries looks really uninviting.
Audioslave tickets go on sale tomorrow. And I'm allowed to go.
My Grandmom is coming for a week at the end of April.
I bs-ed my mr. t. essay soo bad.
School sucks/ is a waste of my life.
-Tori
"Reach down your hand in your pocket
Pull out some hope for me"
-Matchbox 20
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[13 Feb 2005|04:06pm] |
I don't feel like keeping updating this journal anymore. So, bye livejournal.
I'm gonna keep the account so I can still comment and stuff, but I just won't update ever.
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| 1991 Buick Regal Custom |
[18 Jan 2005|03:58pm] |
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I
got
my
CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hottest shit ever.
-Tori
Nick: you're really the hottest thing ever. Happy now? I love you.
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[20 Dec 2004|01:36pm] |
Pipe's burst today in school. Got out early. It was hot. No eighth or ninth periods. Maybe no school tomorrow. Hell yeah. I love our disfunctional pipes.. 2 years in a row.
Brendan was so first to call it in Mrvica's class. Congrats Brendan.
Pray for no school tomorrow.
-Tori
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| A year already.. wow time goes by fast. |
[11 Dec 2004|08:01am] |
So, in reality, there are still two days until Nick and I's one year. We're celebrating tomorrow though, because who would celebrate that on a school day? I'm excited. I went out and got his present and his birthday present. Awesome.
So this is probably my last entry until like tuesdayish.. unless something big and important happens.
I just want to say:
Happy Anniversary Nick. I love you with all of my heart. Hopefully this year will be as amazing as the last.
And..
Happy Anniversary Lizzie and Dan.
Love
-Tori
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[14 Nov 2004|05:14pm] |
01. who are you & what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least once a day?
I made it public for a reason. Fill it out.
I'm glad everything is good again.
-Tori
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[16 Sep 2004|09:59am] |
"Kody sat down on the avenue
he tapped his feet, to the humming of the highway
he watched the light shine down on the broken glass
and thought
I don't got no reasons, yet
and there it is and there it was
now it was clear to all of us
we kept this hat of broken dreams
and we pulled them out, when we needed them around
so please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
and please give me direction, I think the hurt set in
and I don't feel nothing
there's a squeak hinge down on the back gate
it lets us know if he comes around
but I don't sleep that good anyway
and if you've never heard that silence, it's a God awful sound
so please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
and please give me direction, I think I just caved in
and I don't feel nothing
I don't feel nothing, no I don't feel nothing
there's nothing to feel good about here
don't much get down to the avenue
I could drive, but it takes so much to get there
don't get off on all the broken glass, the cadillac scene,
well I've seen a lot of good things die and I'm
in an over emotional way
so please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
and please give me direction, I think the hurt sets in
so please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
and please give me direction, I think I just caved in
but it ain't nothing"
"I need you now, do you think you can cope?
You figured me out that I'm lost and I'm hopeless.
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken,
I've come undone"
-Matchbox 20
I'm sick. School sucks. Not going to get into it. Enjoy your holiday.
-Tori
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[24 Aug 2004|11:10am] |
Getting my hair cut today.
Sadaf comes home today.. I think?? I hope.
Going to the barn, I'm gonna start riding again!
Nick's home, yay.
Hung out with a huge group of people last night.. stuff got a little crazy. Then Nick and I cuddled outside on my front porch till like 11 at night, it was amazing.
-Tori
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| I'm home!!! |
[05 Jul 2004|07:22am] |
I got home last night everyone. Then I went to Nick's house after seeing Ani, Cory, and Kate. I missed that boy so much. We had a lot of fun hanging out last night. Anyway. Italy was alright. I'll post some pictures when I get them from my brother. I'm all screwed up from the time change, so I was up really early this morning. Well, I'm going to go and take a shower. See you all around.
-Tori
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[28 Apr 2004|03:17pm] |
So today was.. interesting. Interact we were supposed to vote on these guidelines or something, and when half of the club voted against it, Lazarow flipped major shit. He yelled at us, went on some long rant, and then asked why we disagreed with it. Then, we all decided to vote yes because we didn't want to get yelled at anymore, so we were just like "meh, whatever." So we all walked over to the "yes" side, and Laraow was like "I didn't mean to guilt you into voting 'yes', or change your mind." Uhh.. bull? Nate whispered "Since when did Interact become a dictatorship?" Ah, he's a good kid, his comment made me laugh. Alright, done talking about school related things.
Yesterday was cool. I went and hung out with Alex and Mike uptown. We read an ..interesting.. news article. Anyway, moving on. We were uptown. We talked a lot. Mostly about Aaron, and about Nikh and I. A little bit about Mike. Then we headed over to Ani's house. Came back to my house for a little bit, Ani and Alex left. Nikh called me. Then I went over to Bernie's for a study group. Brendan, Nikh, Connor, Char, Mere, Chelsea, and Kelsey were there. So was Colin for like ten minutes. I got home around 9 something. Apparently my dog caught a rabbit last night.. ew. Yeah, so I got home and called Nikh. Fell asleep early for some reason. I've been exhausted lately. Today there seemed to be a lot of drama in school. Whatever, I hate drama. It brought back some shit memories that I didn't feel like dealing with. Drama is so stupid. Anyway. Music made me happy today, my base line is actually starting to sound pretty cool. I might stay after to work on it tomorrow, someone should stay after and help me?
-Tori
OHHH YEAH!!! I forgot. I'm doing a huggeee favor for Mahonia. Really, I feel happy. I'm going to help someone out a lot. You owe me one Laurs!
"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to Heaven
That I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
But sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am" -Goo Goo Dolls
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| Come on sweet catastrophe |
[25 Apr 2004|03:30pm] |
She can be such a fucking self centered bitch sometimes.
Recital SUCKED. I was horrible.
Came home and everyone had a livejournal.. now I have like a million friends.. I feel cool.
Way to be followers everyone.
Might be making my journal friends only now.
I'm done writing.
-Tori
"I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all
And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
So now here is gone" -Goo Goo Dolls
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[25 Apr 2004|10:21am] |
Well, today is my recital. My family isn't talking to me, so I'm getting absolutely no support from them.. why am I not surprised? Still, it bothers me though. They have no faith in me sometimes. I mean, I've never gotten support from them. If I was ever in a competition that my brother was in, he would always get support, and I would have to look to my friends for it. So I guess it's nothing new. But still.. I'm a nervous wreck, and I don't know my song, and I can't stand up in front of people, and I just really really don't want to do this. Haha.. Sadaf made me laugh.
Violet l S P: pretend no one is there
Violet l S P: picture me naked
SwtSilverSunrise: hahahaha
Violet l S P: all other emotions wil die
Violet l S P: except RAW PASSION
Violet l S P: and then youll be the next Mozart.
Ah, my friends are awesome. They are the only ones who believe in me. And of course Nikh does too. Alright, I'm gonna stop talking about this recital thing cause I don't want to think about it anymore.
So yeah.. yesterday was good. I hung out with Nikh and Asa uptown, where we met up with Ani and Connor. Then Connor went to Brendan's and the four of us walked towards Nikh's house. We saw Mere and her friend. Then Nikh's mom picked up Nikh and Asa. Then Ani and I went back to her house. She got changed out of her pj's. We talked to Mary and she was telling us how Ani met Nikh a few years ago at some jewish get together at Ani's relative's house. Which actually earlier Nikh, Ani, Asa and I had been talking about because we had seen the relative uptown. Haha, it's a small world. So yeah, I left Ani's and walked towards Nikh's house, and met Nikh and Asa. Then we started heading up into town and met Ani again. Then we got to Passeys. On the way we saw S.. again, for the second time. Earlier we saw Sadaf.. had to mention that. Okay, moving on. So we all went into Passey's and met up with Brendan, Connor, Bernie, Char, Mere, and Mere's friend. Then we ditched Char, Mere, and Mere's friend. And went out to the front of Passey's. So then the seven of us were talking and a car drove by and threw a water balloon at us. Then we chased the car down mainstreet, and went to the cops. It was.. interesting. Then we hung out by the police station for a bit, and then wandered around for a long time. We tried to get Adam to come, but he wouldn't. Zach showed up at the church near Connor's. Then we ended up at Ani's where we met up with Alex. Then the nine of us went to friendly's. So I finally got home a little after 10:30, but whatever. Then Nikh got home and called me. We talked about a lot of stuff. I hope he has fun in NY today. Well, I have to go find something to wear to this stupid recital. And I need to practice.. for about ten hours. I was in a really good mood last night.. I'm gonna be so happy when this is all over.
Congratulations to DJ and Chris. DJ had his Confirmation yesterday, and Chris has his First Holy Communion today.
Wish me lots and lots of luck.
-Tori
"I don't understand all the things you've seen
but I'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams
...
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all these fucked up things I did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
you spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and I said
did you know I missed you?
oh god I miss you
and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
I know
you'll miss me in your living room
cause these nights I think maybe that I'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
I said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live
my Konstantine" -Something Corporate
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